First Summer 2018 Post

"I am alone in my new room, nearly moved in for the summer at the Herrington house. It’s quiet, it’s restful, and I lay my head down on a stack of perfectly fluffed pillows. Today was a long day. But I feel as though there is something in the air. I can’t tell if it’s good or bad... or maybe it’s neither. Something is going to shift, something inside is going to give way this summer. A pivotal mark will occur, I can feel it in my bones. I’m not afraid, but a bit internally restless at the prospect of that change, whatever it turns out to be. My eyes dart to and fro across the room, as if looking from one blank, white wall to another, trying desperately to see the hand writing my destiny on the walls, looking for my answer, my fate, my next step...

For the sake of frank honesty which, pitifully, is underutilized, I must state that as I analyze the day, all is not well- but not all of what “all” encompasses is not well, for I suppose some of it is well? I find myself at a crossroad of being satisfied of the imbalance of well’s and unwell’s or being disgruntled over the fact that there are unwell’s as well and well’s. Either takes approximately the same amount of energy (I say this from experience), and so weigh the outcomes of each attitude. Wherefore I do find that disgruntlement leads to a disposition of more full of frowns which will lead to wrinkles as well as slouching which is a major component of poor posture. Naturally these as well as other behavioral repercussions will inhibit a prime retirement lifestyle, thus the former option must be undertaken at all costs (even if to simply spite gravity’s gravity of facial pruning). So why not be satisfied. One’s circumstances are (again with frank honesty) not all that much different from day to day.  Perhaps there is more than such a linear perspective, but could you be satisfied if there is not?"

I hope that loose prose was at least somewhat enjoyable! I wrote it late one night for fun, after watching several British mysteries on PBS and the Great British Baking Show. It was my personal reminder that I am small, in the grand scheme of things- but my God is big. He gives me himself as a solid rock to stand on, reminding me that I can believe in something greater than simple, linear perspectives, but that there is often a silver lining even in everyday things. My walk with God gives the days depth. My perspective can be horizontal, as I lift my eyes up to see where my help comes from; my help comes from the Lord, maker of heaven & earth! 

As I officially step into summer, I hope to document it’s lessons and highlight reel, here on the blog! May it inspire, encourage, and sharpen you, my friend and reader, and most of all may the words you read here be a pathway that leads your heart closer to God’s own sweet, tender heart. 

This summer is going to be one of intentional relationships and kingdom building, especially with my church’s youth group and women’s ministries! There should be a lot of fun times ahead, and I’m excited to share ideas for activities that you could use in your own circles, if you’d like! I’ll also be doing equally (if not more) personal development and replenishing my cup, so stay tuned for ideas on how to create space for yourself to hear from God and find rest for your soul! (People find rest in different ways, but as I discover what’s working for me I am happy to share with you!!!)

As always, I am praying for you all and I send my warmest regards!

-Melissa xoxox

P.S. My best wishes to Prince Harry & Meghan Markle! Today is your precious Royal Wedding, and I could not be more excited to watch and celebrate it! May your days together be so sweet!